Find the Beat Again

so this is my third year at KSU and I often look back and wonder what I have been doing the past three years? Since changing my major and actually taking classes that relate to my major I feel that now I have something worth going for. So have I just been wasting all this time? No i don't look at it that way I see it as an opportunity to figure everything out to let go of yourself and find the beat again. Sugarlands most recent album has a song titled exactly that some of the lyrics are "why ya walking around with your heart so heavy is it weighing you down?" that is exactly how I've felt the past two years why in the world am I still in school this isn't for me and I'm not ready to face the world I would so much rather ride horses in some new town leave everything behind, take my saddle and a suitcase and leave. How awesome would that be no strings no worries and nothing to lose. but then I think what if I do that and then I suddenly realize I have nothing but this if i get hurt I cant ride. I use every part of my body to ride and thats just not what is going to work. This is where I find myself my third year in school majoring in GIS and living the life I should at this day in time live for the moment and you will find your beat again.